Wrote this three days ago…
Finally got my hands on a polaroid camera. Thanks love 
Good day. Sorry I’ve been busy. It’s my last weekend in Malaysia before flying off to Melbourne on Thursday. Been spending a lot of time doing house chores because I can’t do gym. There was once I end up washing all the cars at home just because I felt like washing in the morning. 
I realize that the clock is ticking, and I won’t be able to play with Brownthepom anymore so I’ve been walking to dog and talking to him (say what?) as much as possible. It sounds crazy but he means the world to me. Brought mum shopping yesterday, and came home with bags filled with shoes. Mum was obviously so happy because I took care of the bill. I don’t know how to put it but lately I feel that so much in me has changed. I’m just done making mistakes and being ignorant.
I love my dad & mum.
It’s normal that people take things for granted. It’s probably one of the most common mistake that we all make because we’re too blinded. I know I am, or maybe I was. I cared about all the wrong things. Maybe the lower back pain did it’s magic. I’ve recovered and I’m truly thankful for that. It was then when I couldn’t do so many things like wearing high heels, driving, and knowing I can’t work out at all kinda made me see a different side of things. I was so caught up with the whole idea of losing weight without realizing how much weight I’ve lost. I’ve been living off the chase without keeping in check of my present condition. I don’t really like the idea of depending on people, and partly it’s because I like having things my way. Different isn’t always a bad thing. My priorities has changed. I don’t want to feel like I’m wasting my life and I want to make the most out of it. A conscious effort to be better and not go around in circles.
Chef Adriel. He’ll be flying off to UK soon. 
Spent the weekend with my closest relatives celebrating Lester’s birthday. Congrats on your graduation! Wish I was in UK.
One of my closest cousins. Grew up together.
Pretty Serene, Lester & myself.
Goofing around Went for a late night movie with the bunch.
Dinner with family at My Elephant + @Aman Suria.
I love Thai food!
I reckon it’s a pretty architectural shot of the gorgeous staircase if Leon was not in it hahaha 
This is my new bedroom in Melbourne. Found a pretty decent place in QV1 Apartments.
Have you tried out the latest app GifBoom? Follow @MissyCheerio
Sorry I’ve been away for a good week. I honestly hate the whole process of packing and the thought of unpacking it this weekend before classes begin on Monday scares me. I’ve had a really good time this holidays or I’d rather call it a ‘break’ because I know I’ve spent most of my time at home with my parents and brothers who will all be grown up by the time I get back from Masters. Managed to instill some beauty facial knowledge for my youngest brother who recently turned 17, and we even had a facial scrub session before bedtime earlier. I made it a point to have dinner at home every night because I saw the hidden joy on my mum’s face when I appreciate her cooking. You know how it is, when we’re teenagers; you tend to dread having meals at home and mum’s cooking is something you can always have to you’d rather eat out? Since I started cooking for people (more like ONE person LOL), I began to understand how it feels to have your cooking finished up.
One half of knowing what you want is knowing what you must give up before you get it.
If you want to make your dreams come true, the first thing you have to do is wake up.
If there’s anything I want to change about my life in Melbourne when I get back, I want it to be different from the way it was last year. I want to feel more grounded, less afloat, and I’m probably gonna try to get a part-time job while studying. I want to make things happen, and I’m tired of mistakes. No more room for excuses and my priorities in life has changed tremendously. This was my choice, and it’s my responsibility to make the best out of it. I’m just really sick of the way I used to cast blame on everything else when I know that it wasn’t my best shot. Maybe it’s one weak moment that led to a string of colloidal damage. I actually feel happy and bubbly again. You know how your heart just beats a little faster and you’re wide awake realizing that life is moving forward.
I don’t think I’ll ever quit blogging. As the matter in fact, I’m gonna keep on writing and share my thoughts in a positive way. I’m just so happy to be back in that state of mind. Just happy and focused. Everything will work out eventually. Although things may get ugly, so bad that you feel like you’re a walking joke; you just need to hang on and believe in yourself. It helps to surround yourself with good influence.
Best news. MY LOWER BACK INJURY HAS FULLY RECOVERED. NO MORE PAIN.
Anyway I’m gonna head to bed now. Thanks Leon for posting that on my wall!
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